My friends have always complained that I
think too much. It can't be helped, thoughts consume me! When I'm not
introspecting, I'm wondering about other people, their behaviour, what
motivates them to act the way they do...
Is that why I've always been comfortable
being alone? I have never felt lonely. To me, solitude equals solace.
In the past few months , however, my
thoughts have largely hovered around companionship. I'll squarely blame some of
my friends for this! All of a sudden, they start saying gud about companionship
n bla bla n i hate it . Now how is that supposed to make a single girl feel?
Like a pendulum, I fluctuate n sometimes
sad.
While I feel relieved for still having many
years ahead of me that are mine, I also crave someone who I can chew off
in times of need. (Statement open to all forms of interpretation!).
But, it's only natural. Remember how as kids we were taught that human beings are "social animals"? We just aren't meant to live alone. Unlike tigers, who only mingle with their kind in the mating season, humans find it absolutely comforting to be surrounded by loving, caring friends and family.(which i have n i am happy very much) Now, I do have all of that, but I need more; and I'm pretty sure when I do have more, I'll wish for something else!
Anyway i know it’s just one phase of life n i ill overcome it soon !!!!
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